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What do you expect out of our friendship? that you’re always gonna be the one I turn to when I have problems? Letting you always have to know my secrets? I wish you would take a look at your personality.
No. Here’s the thing, I was willing to turn to you because I thought, hey maybe the fella actually does care. So I decided to try. All went well until we stopped taking the initiative to make the first move. We were too caught up with or own lives that when we see each other on whatever social network we are using at the moment we will say, “why ain’t we talking like we used to? “
It has been reduced to one sentence text messages.
It takes two hands to clap. It was both our faults. You are equally uninterested as i was so don’t go putting the blame on me for not taking initiative. Im not going wait every damn day or every waking hour wondering what your life is like. As much as i enjoy spending time with you pal, i have other friends too and a life to live.
We both have our separate lives. to me, It would be alright to catch up over dinner like the last time and just chat and make fun of each other.
Don’t put ridiculous ideas that my whole life is going to revolve around “him” and how i have “lied” to you. I do not and i didn’t lie. Dude, if you didn’t ask, what make you think I’ll tell you? simple as that.
No doubt i miss you and your nonsense and the crap we come up with, songs we sing, girls who we think are hot, discussing what fitness regime you’re on right now, poking your muscles and telling you your shirt is too small for your buffness, trying to make connections with the amount of friends we have. As reluctant as i am to talk to you now, i have always cared for you even of i don’t seem to show it. (jsyk i once cried over you because you were so furious and you didn’t want to speak to me. Shows how much of a ‘part time’ friend i am huh)
First, treat others the way you want to be treated.
